Regardless of the title, this isn't going to be about the awesome MLK. I titled this blog MLK because that is the day that I'm going to change my life.
My sister and cousins and niece have this competition to lose weight going and we're doing it be teams, so I'm joined with my sister (we'll see how that goes...lol). She sent me a text this morning saying, 'Today is a new opportunity to change.' I replied, 'Today is a new opportunity for me to punch you in the face!!! LMFAO!!' First off, I'm not a morning person, especially not at 7:50 AM, she knows this. Second, it made me laugh!! I was rollin' at my response. I needed that laugh.
Anyway...my famo - we are all fatties!! Whether it was from eating damn good food, hereditary or having babies...we are fatties...and instead of doing things like those before us...we want to make that change and live long enough to see our grandkids. Soooooo....that brings me to INSANITY. They are talking about doing the INSANITY workout, the PSsomething or another deal and I'm like...hell, I wish I can do those things but I'm not there YET....yes I said YET because one day I hope to be doing it. Right now, if I tried to do that, I would DIE!!!
I've been heavy my entire life. I've been bullied grade school because of it...I've missed out on a lot in life. My weight has always been someone's first painpoint to hit. Now I laugh about it and my comeback is always, "Hey, I can lose weight, you'll always have that face!" LMFAO!! Even to the smart ass little kid at the store with no manner.
Though, my weight has always been a roller coaster and as I mentioned before in a facebook entry, it's now become something that is hindering my life - DIABETES. I really don't want to get into all of that because most of you know the story - mom, gone too soon, etc. What this bloggy deal is going to be about is my journey with my family. I may not blog every day, I may only enter one or two lines, I might bitch and moan. This is going to be here for me to lay out my feelings and see where it takes me. It's here for me to share with my team and with whoever wants to read my little rants/posts. I'm really boring though so we'll see who comes around.
I will always log my sugars and/or my weight at the bottom...or maybe I'll just log the pounds I've either lost or gained...let's all hope it's LOST lbs. LOL I'm still self conscious about that 3 digit number...I despise it!! It's the heaviest I've ever been. Damn I wish I weighed what I did in High School. I might not have been a skinny minny but I was thinner. UGH!! DAMN PASTA!! You are now my sworn enemy!!
Until I put fingers to a keyboard again...bfn
Sugars before breakfast @ 9:08: 115
Weight: Coming Soon.
